Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Update on me!

I started writing this last night but Myspace took a dump on me and pissed me off so now I have to start all over again. It was clever and witty and I'll try to replicate it now.

So I don't usually use this blog space to write about me as much as I use it for random thoughts, quotes, quips, musings, non-sequiturs and other tiny damaged notions but today I'll make an exception, while also showing you how the secret, manifestation and living in abundance are at work in my life again.

By now, most, if not all, of you have seen or commented on my status updates, adjustment of friends list or relationship status and yet, nobody seems to know where this has all come from so I'll tell you.

First and foremost, for those that don't know, this is not the same hollow shell of a selfish human being that I dated and nearly married a year ago.

Not less than 10 years ago I met a girl named Linda at a job we both worked at. We were both naive kids - one of us more than the other. I was 19, she was 17. We dated for a period of time and as things tend to do from time to time, this all kind of fell apart. We were kids, plain and simple. The details aren't even really important. What IS noteworthy, however, is that over the past decade we would come into contact every now and again. This, actually, usually consisted of Linda tracking me down, saying hello and followed by me telling her to go away. She's listen initially but she'd be back... she'd ALWAYS be back. And this would happen every year to year and a half. I'd date people, she'd date people. We both got engaged separately at one point.

Recently she found me, yet again, on here and we began to talk. It's important to note that every time we would get in contact, there would be a connection that was undeniable but it never went anywhere. This time we were both single and got to talking. The connection, unlike most others had not waned over time, but rather was seemingly stronger. So we made a plan for her to come down to SC from NJ and see me on the 15th of this month and stay for a week. As fate would have it, everything lined up and she was able to arrive this past Sunday on the 9th - and now stay for 2 weeks.

The moment she stepped out of the car, we were both bowled over with emotion. It's only Tuesday the 11th now and we haven't had alot of days together yet but it feels like forever and I mean that in a good way. Well folks, the truth of the matter is that what came with her is not only what she needs for this trip but also the first of 2 trips to... well... move herself down here.

Here is where the secret comes into play. The universe brought Linda into my life 10 years ago but we weren't ready to be together. Or maybe our lives weren't ready for it. Either way... it couldn't be at the moment. And then the universe would periodically and at the most random times put it back in contact. I don't know if it was just to remind us of each other or if it was to see if we were ready but it kept happening. And now she's back.

The other thing is that we all know about Linda 2 and how that all played out. That was the last REAL serious and long relationship that I have had. I mentioned that Linda showed up here this past Sunday, November 9th. That is 1 year exactly from the downfall with Linda 2. Just goes to show that the universe provided again. Closed the chapter of the wrong one to open it up for the right one.

So now you know the deal folks.